Its been one week since my heart felt like absolute nothing, but as of now, its like it never happened. When that happens, its best to find outlets for your frustrations(music, art, pictures, tv, mma, anything constructive, but not self-destructive.) I'm tearing down the walls I built around myself to let people in further. But do I regret trying too hard? No, for now I can say that I went in with my hopes and my head held high. I figure this: It's no ones loss, but she could've had someone who'd fight to the death for her, and as she walked away, my tears stop falling, I pick myself up off the floor, and do the same. Until the day I meet the "One", I will let go off the search, and just live life. So, with that being said, I'm having a good day. Will I see her today? Yes. Will I act like I'm fine? Yes, but it's not really acting. This shall be fun....
I do want to say, however, that I need to say. If you've ever just wanted to just flipped the bird to the world, hold it high with those who you hold close. "You make the world around you as happy as you are." I was told that, but that could just be a line of pure crap psycologists and guidence councilers feed us just to do their job. But, at the same time, It's not that far off. If you are positive about who you are, and never stray from that for anyone, then you're set. Just don't go overboard on the concept and apply it to evetything.
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