A Day We All Shall Remember

The world around me once was crumbling, but now is solid as ever. But this isn't the meaning of this title. I'm going to the Van's Warped Tour! I'm having as many people sign a shirt and my jeans as possible, and if I run out of room, they can sign my body. My first time there, and I only wish Blink 182 would be performing this year(Made a comeback!)

There is always one day in the month that you just feel awesome. But then there are the extremly rare days that show you how much more you are to people. So make that day everyday, F*ck Society and the haters, and show people who you are. I just recently found put my girlfriend's mom has Cancer. Again. But she's so upbeat, it's like she's completely healthy. Now THAT'S amazing. Plus, her mom absolutley adores me for being myslef, but I haven't a clue as to why. Oh well, not questioning it.

Don't look back...

The reason for the title is actually a joke. See, sometimes you shouldn't reflect upon certian things, for you might do something to screw yourself over. However, if you never reflect, you may neglect things you've done that could be the end of you. Internal conflict at its finest. So here's my solution: Remember what you are, who you want to be, and just search to improve yourself. I do not, in any way, shape, or form, enjoy preaching to people about someone I don't even know, but in some cases, I've been told I helped someone. I'm no poet, and I'm not in a band(Yet..), but I want to be there for people, and I don't care who is offended. Speaking of offending people, I had made a valid point yesterday. "It's doesn't matter who you are, where you're from, what you believe in, or anything, you will always offend someone. It all depends on if you care who you offend, and if it's because of something about you or what you enjoy." I can offend people just by being me, but it really doesn't get to me. I'm who I am, and if someone tries to change me, they better be ready to wait til death comes for their souls.

I am only the abomination you made me.

I have so much to say on this one, so bear with me. First, a general stereotype of a monster is this: Hideous, dark soul, no heart, destroys everything in its path. My definition of a monster is: A creature, who is damned by society, and walks alone to survive because no one wants to get near it. A monster, like Frankenstien and Edward Scissorhands, hurts inside from lonliness. I watched a few movies last night and realized what monsters are like. They're like us. I read an interview with Marilyn Manson, and he said something like, "Everyone expects me to be a 'Shock Rocker", but it's impossible to be shocking anymore, just confusing. Never empty the bucket of mystery." He makes a valid point. With artists like Mushroomhead and Slipknot(Making a Comeback :D), Many artists would have a horrible time being shocking in this day and age. However, Moksha's video for "Take this smile" is just messed up on so many levels, and I suggest watching it to see for yourself. I was sent a link to it, and thought,"What the hell? I have nothing better to do" so I watched it, and the video shows a guy basiclly being tortured. This video, along with "Your soul is mine" by Mushroomhead and anything video by Motionless in White(The Whorror), is a good representation of how people can take aspects of horror-inflicted music making itself known. Even some Dubstep artists, Like Skrillex, have some horrific music, and I listen to it. Hell, Skrillex is on Korn's new album, The Path of Totality. And some parents think that this, along with Metal, Screamo, any type of -core genre, and even some pop music, is evil, but they are just as wrong as parents were when Kiss and ACDC came out. I'm half tempted to crank out some Slipknot.

And by the way, I'm excited for Warped Tour this year! Hell yeah!

"Yes"

As of friday night, I'm not alone. The feeling isn't easy to explain but within due time, I will

Today, someone is giving me a shot, and I'm taking it. You see, this is a chance to get myself comfortable with someone, so I need to make it count. I'm not really the type to try because of Ky, but I don't care. So tonight, I'll try, and that's all that matters. Tonight, I leave that feeling by itself

This is not the same man before you.

I looked at Ky today, on her birthday, and I now am not entirely heartless to her. I'll wish her a happy birthday, but only that. Is it wrong to do so after what she did to my heart? NO, because she'll end up feeling like I do with the new man in her life. I could care less because I met someone now, and she'll see who I am. This is to her: Good Ridance! :D